AcousticMemory

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My name is Sammie (aka Daleeria). I'm a songwriter who lives in a small town and is trying to make her own band. Music, especially the writing aspect of it, is my life in a very literal sense. I write 85% of the time and plan to go to college for it someday. I write songs, poems and am currently working on a novel. If you want to check out some of my stuff e-mail or IM me or check out my DeviantArt account: http://daleeria.deviantart.com/. Most of the songs I write go on there, but I have some private stuff that I'd be willing to show somebody if they were interested.

I'm trying to find a band to record my songs. I don't want money, I just want to hear the songs come to life. My greatest wish is to have the world know my feelings, even if they don't know it's me, and be able to relate. I want to be the person that writes the songs that people who are suicidal relate to and because they hear them they have hope and don't commit suicide. I'm not asking for world peace, and I know I can't save the world, but for five minutes, perhaps I can make someone consider not pulling that trigger. Perhaps I can prevent someone from dying of suicidal drug overdose. That, to me, is why I write my songs.
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Diary (Memories)

March 2nd, 2008 + 1:03 PM  ·  AcousticMemory

Fresh off the press. This song is just now officially two minutes old.

They say that the heart heals quickly
A “clean break” is the best
Then how come I’m still bleeding here?
How come breathing has to be a test?

I come home
I open the door to my bedroom
Fall on my bed and cry
I live here, but I’m not really alive
I feel like I want to just end it all

All these empty pages in my diary
And all these hollow voices that are haunting me
They remind me of how every thing should be
Like my memories…

They say “Get over him,”
“He’s not worth the time of day.”
Still I keep his picture in a frame
On a stand, by the bed
And his face is in my head…

I come home
I open the door to my bedroom
Fall on my bed and stare at it…
I live here, but I’m not honestly alive
I feel like I want to just end it all



All these empty pages in my diary
And all these hollow voices that are haunting me
They remind me of how every thing should be…
All these empty pages in my diary
And all these pretty trinkets that he gave to me
They hold all of my memories
Of him and me…

(Violin solo)

I come home
I open the door to my bedroom…
(Just end it all)

All these empty pages in my diary
And all these hollow voices that are haunting me
They remind me of how every thing should be…
Like my memories…

All these empty pages in my diary
And all these pretty trinkets that he gave to me
They hold all of my memories…
Of HIM AND ME!!!!!!!
MEMORIES!!!!!!!!
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CONFESSIONS

March 1st, 2008 + 3:03 PM  ·  AcousticMemory

I’m not alone
I never have been
I’m always crowded
Always caved in
By these PEOPLE!!
Who don’t care…
I’m always BEING!!
But I’ve never been dared…

I’m not the only one who
Seems to always ignore you
You’re just paranoid and dead
You’re just the VOICE IN MY HEAD!!!!!!

I have a CONFESSION TO MAKE!!
I love AND I HATE!!
This pain YOU PUT ME THROUGH!!
But all I NEED IS YOU!!!!!!!!

Ragged breath and by myself
I killed the messenger
Put a gun to his head
And now he lies in the dirt
I will never forgive myself
And you don’t even care
I feel like I’m surrounded by you
But YOU’RE NOT EVEN THERE!!!!!!

I have a CONFESSION TO MAKE!!
I love AND I HATE!!
This pain YOU PUT ME THROUGH!!
STILL ALL I NEED IS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You don’t know me, yet you know all about me
My weakness, my strength, to you I’m easy to defeat

I have a CONFESSION TO MAKE!!
I love AND I HATE!!
This pain YOU PUT ME THROUGH!!
STILL ALL I NEED IS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a CONFESSION TO MAKE!!!
I will NEVER CHANGE!!!
So NOW I’M SAYING GOOD-BYE!!!
[spoken] Go fuck yourself and die.
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HELPLESS

March 1st, 2008 + 3:03 PM  ·  AcousticMemory

I’m not your hero
I’m not your savior or your friend
I might have helped you
But I’m just a loner IN THE END…

Oh……..

Love is forsaken
So just forget about the past
You’re heart has been taken
I knew that our love could NEVER LAST

YOUR FACE WON’T FADE!!!
THIS PAIN WON’T GO AWAY!!!
I’M NOT HELPLESS!!!
BUT I AM AFRAID!!!
Of losing it all today…

Fuck gravity…
It can’t keep me down
I’ll just close my eyes
And I WON’T HEAR A SOUND

I can’t forget you
But I know I can lie
Maybe someday you’ll go away
Maybe someday YOU’LL JUST DIE!!!

(your face, your face)
YOUR FACE WON’T FADE!!!
(this pain, this pain)
THIS PAIN WON’T GO AWAY!!!
I’M NOT HELPLESS!!!
BUT I AM AFRAID!!!
OF LOSING IT ALL TODAY!!!

JUST FADE!!!

YOUR FACE WON’T FADE!!!
THIS PAIN WON’T GO AWAY!!!
I’M NOT HELPLESS!!!
BUT I AM AFRAID!!!
Of losing it all today…
Alias: AcousticMemory
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